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By Terri White
A long time ago, God
admonished me not to despise the process of alignment. As the
Lord puts His Body together His way, there is a process –
adjustments are made much like a chiropractor works over his
patient. And God’s methods are often rather uncomfortable, as every
reader of this article knows full well. Here is one account of how
God made ‘adjustments’ in my life.
Hungry and zealous for God,
Steve and I spent many years looking for ‘The Key’ – THE Answer that
would awaken the Body of Christ, THE Answer to the mysteries of
God. As we read, studied, and discussed, God stretched our belief
system, trashed our belief system, and nearly wiped it clean!
Inevitably, God instructed us to stop looking for ‘The Key’ because
He IS ‘The Key.’ That was years ago.
In my experience,
revelation rarely comes unencumbered by chaff, and many never
discard it. Not knowing this during those years, however, we
embraced each discovery – guts, feather, and all. And then we
immediately served
it up as ‘The Key’ to bringing about God’s purposes. Since chaff is
indigestible, not a few ‘vomited’ our ‘revelations’ all over us. We
stunk – often.
With
each discovery, though, we would gradually begin to see more clearly
and discard the chaff, leaving a tiny seed of truth. This is the
process of alignment. In time, even though I treasured our
‘seeds,’ I began to wonder if something was wrong with us. Soon I
became down right irritated with myself for latching on to ‘this and
that.’ Why couldn’t we just settle down like most believers?
Perhaps we really were rebellious as others had suggested.
Then one day I say myself on my journey with
scaffolding littering the path behind me. The scaffolding,
explained the Lord, were ‘the means’ by which I had received so
much truth. Whether we had received revelation through reading
a book, studying the scripture from the original language, or by
hearing a teaching – all the while swallowing the ‘revelations’
hook, line, and sinker – these were the stepping stones
(the means) used to broaden our horizons, to enlarge our vision, to
stretch us out of our ‘religious box.’ This stretching process
enabled us to climb out of the ‘box’ and see God more clearly.
However, scaffolding is a
temporary device and is meant to be discarded.
While we are digesting the revelation, the scaffolding enables us
to be “built up.”
Once the process is finished, the scaffolding no longer serves
any purpose; it’s discarded and we move on. In the vision of my
journey, I also observed groups of believers camped around the
scaffolding. Instead of discarding the scaffolding, they continued
to build, creating a monument instead of moving forward. Those
groups appeared so neat, successful, and orderly while debris
littered my path. So much for appearances! Progress is a messy
business as God transforms us “. . .
from glory to glory. . .” (II Cor.
3:18).
As we have become acquainted
with believers from all over the world, I have noticed that God
leads each one differently. Yet it is all “of Him, through Him, and to
Him.” He initiates our journey, He continues it, and He
finishes it. Don’t you just love that?! For Steve and me, God
awakened us in the ‘70s and plunged us into the United Pentecostal
Church – the strictest of the Pharisees. Doctrine ruled. Soon,
though, we connected with the wild and wooly Keith Green, and
gobbled up his teachings and those from Youth with a Mission. Next
God placed me in Women’s Aglow where I met Charismatic women of
different denominations who loved God. Wonder of wonder, they were
a part of the Body of Christ, too. Heresy! Announced my staid
Pentecostal friends. Later we began homeschooling our children.
When we formed the first support group in Johnson County, many
families flocked to us – some not even Charismatic or Pentecostal.
And guess what? They loved God. My vision of the Body of Christ
continued to swell. Remember, God is using scaffolding during this
process to open our eyes.
Inevitably, we became
disenchanted with the organized church. While journeying through
deliverance and emotional healing ministry, team leadership/no paid
leadership/no leadership, cell church, home church, organic church,
open church, Jewish roots, we gobbled up teachings that brought us
into grace and covenant. Prayer, fasting, worship, prophecy, and
studying scripture through the original language influenced each
step. We planted a church, they kicked us out, then begged us to
come back, and finally they laid hands on us and ‘sent us out.’ We
were too messy for them. We feared we were too messy for everyone.
While loneliness and
frustration hounded us, God thrust us into the revelation of
koinonia and Christ in/as us – launching us into the deep yet again,
increasing the Body of Christ, revealing the very nature of God and
hence, the salvation of all.
Jesus/Adam?
Angels/demons/Satan? And so many more ponderings. . . . Do we have scaffolding to discard?
You bet! Are we there yet? No, says Abba, we are still
journeying.
"I am The Journey, The Truth, and The Life. .
." John 14:6
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